i thought it was fake and that someone had sprayed shaving cream everywhere. but it was pure beautiful fluffy whiteness and tom and i almost missed it because it all melted away a couple of hours later. i dreamt about li chung yun, i dreamt that i asked someone (who i knew would tell me the truth) if it was possible for a man to live until he was two hundred and fifty six and the man said yes and then i dreamt of sitting like a turtle.