wow

well

these are some photos from the past couple of weeks, so many lovely days☼☼☼

yesterday dave and i cycled to the beach for ice cream cappuccinos, baked eggs and *sweet* dutch pancakes, more days of
making dinner at home like super yummy kalecarrotpotatosteww/cucumberparsleysalad norferatu at the symphony,i was mfdoom::::
pretzels, gummies,yanyan, peppermint patties and wallace and gromit in bed.
; hair cuts (one for me and one for y♥u)
2 pretty dresses -
the night before christmas in3d, pumpkin patch,pumpkin party, manicures, tea tasting, ni ce whiskey noodles in japan town, new socks,ballet class, art shows, reading books... &


2 tickets back to memphis,tennessee !!

apples and oranges

two oranges, pumpkin soup, e.t. cardsbalzac , za-zen,
verlaine, oolong
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clean hair, patched pants
farmers market, iboughtsixapples and 2 bears

pears.

saturday

iwassupposed to work but didnt Bob took my shift , my first weekend day off in months! dave and i woke up early and had brunch in the east bay at camino ,saw jen she was cute and grinding coffee, blending fourbarrel and blue bottle beans OOps! we ate polenta and maple syrup, then perfectly poached eggs+toast with each sweet and savory opus. Lake merrit &delightful paddle boat ride in the day time rays, planning our black dinner party and taking fish eye photos of sun and lake. manicures-pedicures in the city, i got ' got the blues for red' dave had a 7min nap and i went to eat sushi with jennifer.

MISOSOUPDAIKONSALADKAIWAREHAMACHISAKE
Then we walked home ,drank nettle tea and read the new yorker.
WHAT A SATURDAY!!

same shoes

grocery shopping

i got:
elephant heart plums x3
jonathan apples x3
nettle tea
purple bell peppers -mini guys(!!)
coconut soap
extra virgin olive oil
edamame
soba
ponzu
a german tooth brush
mung bean sprouts
alfalfa sprouts
licorice stick

i made such a yummy meal at home, ;;;tofu, soba noodles+ponzu, mung bean &alfalfa sprouts, cashews , black sesame seeds.
dave and i are going to make a meal for every color. we are doing black first because i saw a black radish at rainbow, possibly..., black beluga lentils, caviar, squid ink!

Bad dream

Remembering the dream I had last night,a bee/fly/spider bug was on me, I was frightened and wanted to get it off but everyone else thought the bug was on them too. I wondered who really had the bug on them and how to tell. We couldn't see it.

"...a pullback from a tableau of grocery products arranged on a field of dying grass so that they look like a model of an apartment building complex. At the center is a box of Hollywood Chewing Gum. This and the surrounding boxes are the French versions of the items that filled Andy Warhol’s mother’s shopping cart day after day ..."⸖※

"Maybe an object is what serves as a link between subjects, allowing us to live in society and together. But since social relations are always ambiguous, since my thoughts divide as much as unite, and my words unite by what they express and isolate by what they omit, since a wide gulf separates my subjective certainty of myself from the objective truth others have of me, since i constantly end up guilty, even though i feel innocent, since every event changes my daily life, since i always fail to communicate, to understand, to love and be loved, and every failure deepens my solitude,
since i cannot escape the objectivity crushing me, nor the subjectivity expelling me, since i cannot rise to a state of being, nor collapse into nothingness... I have to listen, more than ever. I have to look around at the world, my fellow creature, my brother. The world alone." 2 or 3 things I know about her.

ACROPOLIS

TROUBLE

WOKE UP WITH A WHOLE BIG FAT DAY.
SYD AND I ATE SOBA SALD AND RODE MOTORCYCLE
in dresses
,
went to museum,
played in hidden tree house surf shack,
wore bindis,
[sun ☼set]
I bought crayons , wearegoing to see avedon
exhibit at moma tomorrow ⍩

jen &i at woody guthries birthday party.

a big pot of beans_ we had,
woody sang and played.
it was a warm night.

beach day, woody tomorrow

beach morning,
its a perfect ride, really.
i had a fresh coconut,
so refreshing and cold.
ate so many figs todayto.
macc at sightglass.

tomorrow im having a party for woody guthrie,
its his birthday as well as bastille day.
jen and jacob are making baked beans and
pork,,,,,,,or it is jakob?
we are going to drink rye whisky.

dave & peach

my candles cost more than my cake tee

coffee, bike, friends

bradley and i visited
Sightglass Coffee
such a sweet sp◦t !!
justin & and jerad RULE !

zzzzzzzz

spent time in (the) sunOL.
yesterday i got a louise brooks hair cut.
i went to a wine tasting with jennifer,

worked my new job today.
so sleepy, i ate vegtetarian sushi
and then re-purchased flower with no color.
i feel so lame,
got the munchies& had only
raisins in my house to eat.

i am eye
eye is i

Conversation Galante

I observe: "Our sentimental friend the moon!
Or possibly (fantastic, I confess)
It may be Prester John's balloon
Or an old battered lantern hung aloft
To light poor travellers to their distress."
She then: "How you digress!"

And I then: "Some one frames upon the keys
That exquisite nocturne, with which we explain
The night and moonshine; music which we seize
To body forth our vacuity."
She then: "Does this refer to me?"
"Oh no, it is I who am inane."

"You, madam, are the eternal humorist,
The eternal enemy of the absolute,
Giving our vagrant moods the slightest twist!
With your aid indifferent and imperious
At a stroke our mad poetics to confute--"
And--"Are we then so serious?"

T.S. Eliot

taken last month
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drinking my favorite beer,

another plum post

softest plum exploded in my bag,
it got all over my journal and
my gary snyder book from tom.

i fell asleep in the park after work.
i should have laid with my feet uphill and my head down.
we------
spending too much time head above feet.

OOIOO

suchagoodday today. went to the moma,
georgia o'keefe &ansel adams exhibit
+robert frank
amazing. i loved "mary's book" which frank made for this wife.
there was one page with lots of chairs,

people standing on chairs and chairs alone.
people sitting on chairs.
the photographs of paris were lovely.

i think i will go back next week.
what a great exhibit it was.
i feel lucky to have seen it.

today i;

ate plantain chips
and a plum that tasted like candy, it

was the best plum of the summer
so i might as well not eat anymore.

i almost didnt buy it because when i was

picking ones out at the store, it felt kind-of
too
soft ,maybe.

but man =,= was i wrong.

stolen kisses

One of my teachers once explained the difference between tact and politeness.
A man opens a bathroom door by mistake and sees a naked lady. He steps back and says
"Excuse me, madame."
that's politeness.

The same man opens the bathroom door and finds the same naked lady and says
"Excuse me, sir."
that's tact!

duck soup

makes me laugh so much

agh,
i love menswear so much !
i miss dressing my husband.

oh mom :)

my dad took this photo the other day and put it up on our family website.
my mom is flying the kites, my dad designed them.
can you imagine seeing her at a park?
it would definitely make my day !!

gordon matta-clark& food

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Artists were also invited weekly to serve as guest chefs, and the whole dinner was considered a performance art piece. One of the most fabled, costing $4, was Matta-Clark’s “bone dinner,” which featured oxtail soup, roasted marrow bones and frogs’ legs, among other bony entrees. After the plates were cleared, the bones were scrubbed and strung together so that diners could wear their leftovers home >>>

one plus one

i could probably watch 'sympathy for the devil' a million times over.
i belong in the rolling stones, damnit!
cant you imagine me in there?
why was i born in the wrong time?
why am i a girl?

kidding :)
photo ;;;;;;

dear loma

remember to
pay rent,,
go see 'made in the usa' at the castro.
finish first set of paintings,
sketch tuesdays at 111 minna-possibly (?)
& me vs me opening at receiver gallery on saturday.
buy laundry detergent
dog earred dan-lessons in adventioneering on wednesday
sew up hole in trousers.

dream

MORE weird dreams of eating cereal with jennifer,
so refreshing and happy.

another of buying all red t shirts so i could be red rum...
or murder (?)

also in another i saw somewhere wearing a creative courier t shirt.
i thought to myself
'i want it'

comme des garcons

a tad late on the fashion post, but i am completely blown away by cdg's latest collection.
for those who haven'''t seen it, you should take a lo-ok
at the complete
i love rei &
i think she is really inspiring//.
p..s.. i ve been having so many great days; riding my bike out to the beach as much as possible.
the weather was perfect today and i bought myself a mini skateboard---
rode around the sunset all day on it

finally///

first thing i bought when i was able to save up enough dough.
she's a dream , and amazing to ride,
fits me perfectly, feels so nice : )
ive been riding in all my free time.
my body is so sore.

i made a couple of adjustments today,
a new stem + bars.
i love the frame though.
really nice handmade italian lugged frame.
its all the small things that count.
still have my guerciotti
im not going to sell it for the time being.

i got a really sweet deal on this bike.
its nice to have a friend who owns a bike shop :)

slam dunks

last night i dreamt i was doing slam dunks.
it was really easy.
i could jump really high like mario.
i was super springy.
usually if i have sport dreams im just doing ballet or doing the splitz.
sometimes i forget if i can do the splitz or not.
i do them so often in my dreams it seems like real life.

I just wanted to say;;

CONGRATULATIONS TO GWILYM FOR WINNING THE UKBCS!!!!!!
I KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO WIN!!! YOU ARE THE BEST!
i hope to see you in atlanta in april-i gotta go! i gotta!

photo by the lovely anette

happy image

I found some black sambas on the ground yesterday in my size. so nice ---im shoe goo-ing them now.
they are not even that dirty;;;\
i found a bed2, my friend got it for me and we rented a truck
and we to pick it up by the ocean
im getting my new bicycle in 3days!!!!!!! ;;;while
my friends are off to portland.
pic Fr o m = ➲

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lots o f c u p p i n g s going on these days,

photo by amber

SUN RA

B R I L L A N T
you should definitely watch the whole thing:
here possibly, a bit pixelated.

i fell in love with Fred Astaire last night.

i feel as if
i was born in the wrong time.

sf happy

hi hi;;
im pretty sf happy.
ive been working like usual, watching a lot of films,
getting manicures-shpping, and reading a lot.
i wanted to go to LA this weekend, to see my friend stephen
& the wrbc but couldnt get the time off ,
BOOF!

I bought myself an ink stone +stick and
bamboo brush to do sumi-e (!!)
so fun, i also bought myself
a really nice japanese watercolour set .
im just working on my strokes thus far,
rice paper is funny.

i just had a lovely dinner with kelly and seirra
at a little spaghetti shack in the mission-

teensy tiny lace aprons
hung on a clothing line
''little lights and hanging plants.
I had sweet tea,
spiked with whisky :)

coco

its summer time here
& i got a new bookshelf ,
its really beautiful wood.

ive been hanging out with this girl a lot.
i went to the martin puryear exhibit at the moma!!
the forms are incredible.
im really getting into wood.

i finally got a coffee maker!
its super cute--- just my style.
i dont like cafetiere,
BLAH!
'spose its my upbringing :)
& i wasnt sold on the chemex...

then i saw this (!!)
love it ^ ^